the grandiose of having the intent of making things happen

this world spins with only one rule: uncertainty.

and yet, we plan.

and plan.

and plan.

And it becomes a necessity to plan just to control those uncertainties. Unfortunately, it's always the other way around. In the end, GOD determines our life.

We plan, He determines. (kita merancang, Allah menentukan)

While planning, we may forget that All-Powerful is the the one who plan for us earlier. And sometimes, we plan arrogantly, telling people that this will work, this is going to happen, things are so predictable and no problems are expected, and worst, telling people that your plan is going to work no matter what.

In short, arrogance.

And unexpected things will hit you at times like this. You will suffer. All your supposedly great plans will vanish into thin air. Your dreams shatter. And destiny shows you no mercy at all.

and you realize, no matter how much you try to control your life, there will always be a twist of plot for you.

Don't worry, those are necessary lessons of life. Never regret your life at all.

Having intentions of making your dreams realized already proved that you're a champion at challenging life, not a sore loser who sulks at his mediocre lowlife (no matter how grand he lives).

have a good day =)

oh ya, this is an apology postt, as i promised b =)

Between different views and conflicting interest

when talking about views and interest, one might wonder, are there any connection between those two? 'view' here is taken from the context of your paradigm, outlook and vision to an issue or an individual. many would say 'most' of our views are clouded by our interest, as we are, subconciously, a narcissistic creature. when we look into something, no matter how far reaching it is, subconciously we think of what's in it that might affect us, either positively or negatively.

this is by far, how our brain works. we live in our own sphere of life. and we try to connect our sphere to others', while maintaining our own. this social instinct is hardwired into us by Allah as a mean to protect ourselves, family, religion, race, aspiration, political ideology and many more.

however, most of the time, this mechanism can be very annoying to people around you. and sadly, this is how people in Malaysia reacts when it comes to politics.

i can say, the people around me can be divided into four groups, politically. Pro government, pro PR, indifferent group and critical group. the first two are really a bunch of annoying people. they don't allow critical thoughts that provoke their skeptical minds seep through their brain and trigger their thinking switches.

let me take an example. a BN leader is convicted with corruption. immediately the response from pro PR bloggers are BN korap, UMNO rasuah, UMNO itu ini, wihout any hesitation. this generalisation of people is culturally repressive and does not promote development of quality thinking. another example, when a PAS state representative is having a marital problem involving his second wife, immediately the response are pemimpin PAS mempergunakan agama, berpolitik atas pentas agama especially from pro BN bloggers.

and all those name callings - YB BABI, Najis, mamakdey, muka sembap, and many more are just nauseating and plain disgusting. if you want to comment, dear readers of politic blogs, do it intelligently and give comments that add values. not comments that insults your own intelligence. if you want to post hu-ha comments, do it on a private blog, please. this is simply saddening. our political attitude is simply not showing signs of maturity, although at some point, we do realise that government is not all angels and PR is not all devils, and we don't really take mainstream news for granted.

anyway, good luck malaysia. may the best be with us the loyal citizens of Malaysia, no matter who the government is.

what the *beep*!

was hopping around the net for regular visits on usual sites.

but...


anyone willing to explain why they close down this site?


owh *beep*

this is the most important resource for me on the net. why the hell they close it down?

not in a good mood now.

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