Friday, January 30, 2009

@kl: Interview session

My interview will be at 230. Pray for me yah :)


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Regards,
Mohd Asyrafi Bin Abd Halim

sent using HTC Touch-Celcom Broadband on Windows Mobile 6.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

2009 resolution

its already 5% of 2009. i know its late. i know its not that meaningful.

and i know nobody cares.

well, i dont care because this is my personal space. and i'm a firm believer in 'all those small things in life matters'. thats why im going to have a late, simple, but achievable resolution for 2009.

  1. i will stop eating spicy food and chillies that has been my favourite since i was a kid. i believe this will somehow reduce my temper and stomach-hell for me. ive just recovered from 3 weeks of constant diarrhoea. and its a hell. so two birds with a stone. bad stomach and bad temper.
  2. i will get employed in february. no matter what. no matter what job. no matter how much the pay is going to be.
  3. get through [p] interview and impress the interviewer. how? it's a trade secret.
  4. maximum 4 months wait for [p] call-up. then i'll assume they do not want me. i will pursue my dream of flying.
  5. if [p] hires me. i will work for them diligently. but i will still chase my dream. sooner or later.

5 is enough. all achievable. all workable.

my financial goal is to save rm10k bt the end of this year.

good luck to me.

@kl till saturday/sunday

klcc here i come.


klcc from cengal condo. CnC welcomed.


dont worry i wont bother anybody during my travel.

yes, that includes you.

Monday, January 19, 2009

hai. nama saya mat.

and this, my dear fren, is a response to this post:
http://piggytalking.wordpress.com/2009/01/15/kisah-pramuraga-terlampau/

nama saya mat (bukan nama sebenar). saya dilahirkan pada tahun 80-an. seluruh hidup saya dipenuhi suka dan duka, jerih dan payah, ketawa dan tangis. normal lah tu. macho-macho pon nanges gak. lapa masa baby. xleh nk tolong lah. yer saya ngaku saya baby yang macho. dan comel.

sepanjang pengajian saya di utp, saya lalui penuh kesabaran. kesilapan-kesilapan yang dilalui, seperti join luxor, hampir kantoi fyp 1, bermalas-malasan dalam coursework hingga dapat xsampai setengah, semuanya diambil sebagai pengajaran berharga. terdapat juga kejayaan-kejayaan yg diperolehi, seperti berjaya pergi ke kelas hari sabtu, berjaya mendapat F dalam semua matapelajaran dalam satu sem, berjaya mendapat status dismissal dengan GPA, CGPA 0.00, (er kejayaan ke tu?) dan jugak berjaya mendapat A dalam co-cu Drama n Theater II.

yer betul, saya mendapat Drama n Theater II.

yang diambil sewaktu berada di semester akhir.

pelik kan? memang pelik. jika kedudukan saya sebagai pelajar paling tua dalam kelas, dan lainnya hanyalah kanak2 hingusan belasan tahun, tentulah lebih pelik.

sangat sangat cool kan?

saya memang sengaja mengambil keputusan mengambil co-cu di final sem tatkala rakan2 sudah menghabiskannya di tahun pertama lagi. kenapa? saya ada sebab tersendiri. tatkala semua orang lebih selesa berada dalam kumpulan sendiri ketika dalam kelas, saya lebih selesa bersendirian dalam kuliah.

alasannya? kurang distraction. dan best tido. sbb takde orang kacau ngambik gambo ke apa ke.

dan juga mendapat ramai kenalan baru.

kuliah2 yang saya sertai sorang-sorang termasuklah tranportation engineering, highway engineering, engineering economics, engineering in society, operation and construction management.

dan akhir sekali, Drama n Theater II.

kelas pertama drama n teater, saya terpaksa ponteng. kerana? ingin bermalas malasan. bosan lah kalau mahu start awal kelas ni. lebih baik menikmati cuti sepuas puasnya. dan juga mahu bersedia menghadapi kelas seterusnya.

fuh alasan.

kelas pertama, tidak seperti dijangka. rupanya kelas kecil sahaja. hampir 20 orang. tidak mengapa. dilihat budak-budak ni tgh bersenam senaman, mulanya disangka silap kelas. tp ternampak Dr N. oh. pasti inilah kelasnya drama.

"is this drama n theater II?" dengan keyakinan saya bertanya kepada kelas tersebut.

"yes yes. come in." mesra sahutan Dr N.

lega. selepas selesai sesi senam senaman dan menolak nolak tenaga (korg takyah paham. ni istilah kelas drama kitorg lol) Dr N memberi amaran:
- kelas ni kelas budak2, so we may ask you to do stupid things which i might refuse to do since im in my final sem (matured lah konon)
- comply, or fail

hah hah. ape punya cabaran lah. saya jenis jantan pantang dicabar, lalu dengan lantang saya terus menyahut cabaran tersebut

"Occaaaayyyyyy!" dgn gaya haado gay (oke ini satu exaggaration)

"so wats your name?"

"mat"

simple. and concise. i knoe i got longer name. but i think mat suffice. i wasn't called by my other name by choice. that was the name given by my seniors at my alma mater.

besides, i wasnt lying. there IS Mohd in my name. lol.

i think none of my drama mates, even my lecturer doesn't know this, but i used to be an active drama/theater actor/director/stage director.

err apsal tiba2 aku tulih english nih. hahah.

sepanjang kelas drama tersebut saya telah mengenali lebih dekat mereka semua. ada yang kelakar. ada yang diam. ada yang skema. ada yang kuat stadi. ada yang kuat bersembang. ada yang kuat gelak (dis one is for u naila dear. hahah. dem)

bila sampai ke penghujung kelas, rasa agak sedih meninggalkan kelas tersebut. sayang rasanya. dalam kelas inilah saya boleh buat benda2 bodoh tanpa judgemnt dari kawan-kawan. boleh bergurau senda tanpa segan silu. boleh rasa berbangga sebab dah survive the uni for 5 freakin years (cewah). dan semua classmate sangat-sangat santai dan sporting.

paling penting sekali, hajat saya untuk dipanggil mat berhasil. alhamdulillah >_<

dan hasil paling best sekali? dapat A. wpon test kantoi with flying colours. berbaloi lah jadik orang tua dalam kelas drama. hak hak.

dis is me in my classmate's pix, saja kacau dia camwhoring after our final performance. sori yah naila lol.


Sunday, January 18, 2009

tagged? oh first time aku rasa gedik nk wat

i was tagged by deng syncmaster. http://abedaa.blogspot.com/2009/01/tag-cabaran-sexy-boy.html

kinda feel like doing it heh heh.


kuli gerai berjaya.


raya kedua, kat kampung



altered, tgh men rubik. hak hak





ini gamba plg seksi. katang sungguh ya jejaka di sebelah aku nih


(btw, he's single)




n lastly, pegi bbq pakai kain pelikat. pecaya? xpecaya? siyeshit aku penah wat.
hambek:

btw, aku xusha chick kat depan tu ye. aku tgh tenung fruit salad tuh. nyum2.
sesuai dengan motto aku "perut lebih penting"



since i was tagged long ago, im doing everyone a favor by not tagging anyone.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

cyber warfare and as for the extra: KEPUTUSAN PILIHAN RAYA KECIL P36 KT

interesting. who knows that someday the "harmless" world wide web will be the war zone. Interesting, though how this pak arab deals with those hackers.

http://arabcrunch.com/2009/01/online-wars-surviving-ddos-attacks.html

and Islamic hackers are on it, too:

http://hackinthebox.org/index.php?name=News&file=article&sid=29368


on a similar occasion, there are also local cyber warfare, too, thanks to PRK P36 KT:

http://hasbullah.pit.my/2009/01/cadangan-bodoh-buat-tok-penghulu.html

http://kedahlanie.blogspot.com/2009/01/tranungkite-di-serang.html



and for the note, Pas won in KT with majority 2000+. congratulations.

dah menang jgn lupa janji2 tanggungjawab kat rakyat.

btw, as usual, when Barisan Nasional lost a by-election, no immediate announcement on the results by the mainstream medias is made.

boo Malaysian media. u suck.

a practical joke



just want to share... im in jiwakacau mood right now. strips like this help me forgetting my problems for a while

Friday, January 16, 2009

untitled


weeping rose
me, now.......

Thursday, January 15, 2009

I AM DEVASTATED

i know this will be my 3rd post for today.

this, my dear fren, will be the last one.

and i really am disappointed.

Job hunting: Part I

630am - abeh mayang suboh. melengung 10 minit. pk2 nak buat apa. on pc, bukak resume. edit sikit2. scam.... oops.... scan certificate.

700am - mandi pagi. complete semua syempu2 sabun2 gosok gg potong kuku berus kaki potong janggut micai.

730am - seterika suar baju tai. carik kot. lepas 15 minit jumpak kot. pastu terpk, cam mat semangat lebih lak kalau pakai kot. kensel.

800am - pakai baju + suar. dan2 mak tego rambut panjang. betol gak. kedai gunting bukak kul 930. dem. tak pelah tggu 930. sambil2 tu leh bekpes + tgk tibi

930 - g potong rambut. singgah kedai putustet, nak putustet sijil. adeh ramai lah pulak kedai gunting nih. tunggu jelah.

1030 - nice lah. dah ready nak g carik kerja.

1031 - oh shit terlupa bwk CV kat umah. kena balik lah pulak.

1045 - mak dah bersiap2 dah rupanya dengan tokwan.

" jom p kinik. amik ubat tokwan "

...

sebagai anak soleh, aku tak mampu menolak ajakan tersebut.

" jom "

nyatalah menunggu giliran di klinik kerajaan macam menunggu antivirus scan 300GB hard disk. campo lagi 3 jam.

tak berubah-ubah la stendet service klinik kerajaan ni. yg menunggu 5 orang. macam 10000 orang tgh wat rawatan pulak. opis2 gamen len dah improve banyak, kenapa lah healthcare services tak improve2.

sangat lah saks.

ok lah tak pe lah. blk rumah, dah pun pukul 130 ptg.

makan nasik. letih.

TETIDO LAH PULAK!

sampai PUKUL EMPAT

conclusion hari ni: Fail. with flying colours.

aku ngaku aku copy paste

" saya benci awak."

" huh? saya tau dah."
pause, taking a deep breath.

" awak tengok dari tingkap bilik. tengok bintang. saya benci awak sebanyak bintang-bintang tu."

" laa... kat part mana yang awak tak faham. yang saya cakap... saya dah tau. adoi adoi."

" nak jiwang pun tak boleh ke. peduli apa saya."

" ok... saya tak peduli dah."

they're getting bored with each other, what else can i say. geesh.


dicurik from http://piggytalking.blogspot.com

-lari sebelum dipukul naiela-

yang mana satu?

bekas timbalan perdana menteri, menteri kewangan, menteri pelajaran

atau
bekas setiausaha politik yang menjilat ludahnya sendiri?

liwat? accused or convicted?

tak tahulah. tak ada kerja lain kot. tak sempat mamat tu nak jadik pm dia dah nak tuduh macam2. kalau terrrr jadik pm. tak taula. dia tuduh penah kena tala la kot nnt.

mana lah tahu kalau lubang jubonya lagi longgar dari sang gagah-dan-macho-mendakwa-jubo-ditala-orang-tua

tak tahulah sapa lagi hipokrit. surat yg ditulis sepuluh tahun lepas kah, ataupun orang yang pulun mengutuk macam-macam, tahu-tahu hari ni siap join pulak. jadik orang kuat pulak.

herm nak kata kuat tak pulak. kuat sembur air liur sajalah.

dulu ngata sedap. umno rasuah. mahathir men kroni. anwar tak tala jubo.

sekarang? umno dah tak rasuah kot. paklah tak men kroni ngan keri kot. anwar tu mmg kaki tala.
aku bukan lah kerajaan. aku bukan lah anti kerajaan.

aku anti EZAM.

or generally, orang cakap kencang. tapi apa-apa pun tak ada

saker


DULU



KINI


SELAMANYA







-aku dah letih dengan politik jubo malaysia-

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

pembangunan?

"sepanjang di bawah pemerintahan XXX ni pakcik, sejauh mana pembangunan yang dibawak?"

"Pokcik xnampak ada sebarang pembangunang di sini. bangunang2 yang ade pong hasil pemerintoh hok dulu. bangunan skang dah lame2 blake"

pembangunan = bangunan tinggi2, baru2, besar2, lawa2 ke?

sempit sungguh lah pemikiran pakcik tua tersebut. kampung sungguh. simple sungguh. ada bangunan, maju. ada leterik, maju. ada air, maju. ada sekolah, maju. ada masjid, maju. biarlah xde org semayang pun. asal nama mesjid baru, maju.

kalau bangunan baru-baru, faedah direct untuk pakcik ada ke?

mmg lah ada. contohnya ekonomi berkembang. ada tempat berniaga. org buat pejabat. tapi apa faedahnya kalau rakyat sendiri tak mampu menikmati kesannya? duit takdak nk berbelanja. nak berhibur. nak melancong. nak berjalan2.

dah tu main-mainkan benda retorik pulak. janji pilhanraya tak tertunailah. berpecah belahlah. jgn mainkan kaum lah.

xde sapa pun yang main2kan pasal perkauman ni. perasan sangat. cuba control sikit nafsu tu. istighfar banyak2. ingat tuhan.

marah sungguh aku kat reporter nih. dressing stylo tak nak kalah. pemikiran kampung sangat. yelah mana x kampungnya, pembangunan dikira kalau ada api air sekolah masjid. tu dah memang tanggungjawab kerajaan. sapa sapa lah yang jadik kerajaan, tok guru ka, imam hadhari ka, beruk oxford ka, putera mongolia ka, memang lah kena buat semua tu.

keperluan vs kehendak

tanggungawab vs jasa

u decide. i blog. lol

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

result @utp

so this is my final result in UTP. the last one. interestingly it got both A and F! and both are for cocu subjects. lol!


dont worry, that F is for basic dance cocuriculum course, which I have withdrawn earlier for Drama and Theater II. Ironic as it seems, I got an A for that course.

hahah.

well, thats certainly not the first F i got in my life. I lied to everybody that ive never got an F throughout my years in UTP. In fact, I got F for the whole subjects taken in that particular semester. Want to see it? There you go:





Lol. and the bottom two subjects, Islamic Studies and thinking skills, I got D because of coursework marks. which is a total pity because I got the highest coursework mark or Thinking Skills for that semester. hahahah.

so there you go. Fs for my first and last semesters in UTP. LOL

* can you guess why i got Fs for the whole semester? I will post the answer later, if anyone is willing to guess in the comments section ;)

the call (sila baca sambilpasang lagu the call-bsb)

still waiting for the call. most of my friends already have. and im stuck here. still waiting for the call.

sorry for the lack for updates. it's been 3 days im with my grandpa. just hope he can recover soon so i can go back to job hunting.

seems that my loan bond has been a major reason why my resumes are being rejected. had to remove that part.

sigh.

and just yesterday, i received my result transcript. kinda late, really. now only i can apply jobs using my degree, instead of my SPM.

just... pray for me lah. sigh.

ps- i sighed a lot lately. "sindrom anggur" has gotten into me, i guess. sigh

Saturday, January 10, 2009

rant of the day

bunkface? situasi?

sorry. this band sucks. try again.

@hospital kulim, just got back from 8hour drive

got back home at 3am last night.should be earlier,but mum decided to drop by at grandpa's house because it's just on the way home.

turns out he had fallen and puked out blood last friday. my mum was afraid that there mey be an internal bleeding,so she decided to bring him back to our house in Kulim and get an X-ray done to him.

that's why im stuck here in hosp kulim with my gf (i mean, grabdfather lol)

(fyi,my grandpa is paralysed throughout te right side of his body, so his movement is kinda limited)

lets pray he's okay.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

@kelantan

ill be in kelantan for a few days. so keep in touch ya. haha.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Uh- oh Bama...

Israel is "our strongest ally in the region and its only established democracy," Obama said, assuring his audience that "we must preserve our total commitment to our unique defense relationship with Israel by fully funding military assistance and continuing work on the Arrow and related missile defense programs." Such advanced multi-billion dollar systems he asserted, would help Israel "deter missile attacks from as far as Tehran and as close as Gaza."
http://electronicintifada.net/v2/article6619.shtml

"The world must work to stop Iran's uranium enrichment program and prevent Iran from acquiring nuclear weapons. It is far too dangerous to have nuclear weapons in the hands of a radical theocracy. And while we should take no option, including military action, off the table, sustained and aggressive diplomacy combined with tough sanctions should be our primary means to prevent Iran from building nuclear weapons."


Dear Barack Obama,

Thank you for supporting Israel. Thank you for the remarks on the Palestine-Israel issue. Thank you for showing commitment in funding Israel's defense effort.

Don't worry. read the previous paragraph in a sarcastic tone.

It just doesn't make any sense. Read Obama's statements. It's just plain crude and ignorant. "only established democracy" "help deter missile attacks"?

A democratic country who doesn't respect the democracy of her neighbour? Who doesn't recognised the elected government by the people? Who declared war on its starving, suffering neighbour? Israel never respected Hamas as an elected government in Palestine. They even launch assaults on poorly equipped Hamas millitary wing, al Qassam. Unfortunately, their poor aim always missed the target. Eh, that's not the case, as their technology is the best around the globe. Oh wait, they don't even aim the Palestine freedom fighter, they aim for civillians and children. And they need more "advanced multi billion dollars system" just to aim at more civillians and children. Killing Palestine freedom fighter will not do them good, because if there's no resistance from the Palestinians, there wil be no excuse for them to kill more civillians and children.

what a sadistic retard.

and those rockets are not even big missiles. theyre just small rockets, fired unaimed.

And what's this call for Iran to stop it's nuclear program? What about Israel? This terrorist state clearly has the most nuclear arms in the region. With a clear intention on going to war with its neighbours, doesn't that make them vulnerably dangerous?

We don't have high expectation on your administration Mr Obama. But your latest stance is, at least, very shocking and mildly unbelievable. we certainly wouldn't have thought you would be so biased towards the Zionists.

All the best when you're in power Mr Obama. Now we know, no matter what the face of the President of US looks like, no matter what color he is, no matter what origin he came from, are really just more or less from the same crop.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

hai menteri besar oo menteri besar

Yesterday i watched the evening news on TV. Which I rarely do these days. Kinda shocking, I must admit when I heard this comment on the news:

"Peruntukan itu meliputi RM 2 juta untuk membaiki longkang dan jalan raya rosak manakala 3.8 juta untuk projek-projek kecil di sekitar parlimen Kuala Terengganu."

"sukar untuk kerajaan meneruskan agenda pembangunan jika sekiranya Parlimen Kuala Terengganu jatuh ke tangan Pakatan Rakyat."

- Terengganu Mentri Besar

What a stupid statement made by one of the supposed-to-be respected leader in the state! In a broad daylight, in front of the media, not even in a sarcastic tone, he admitted that it wasn't their best interest to serve the people. Instead, they serve as a government just to make sure people who doesn't vote for them, are denied rights as a citizen.

on the other hand, it's just another form of 'rasuah'.  "If you vote me, I pay. If you don't, go to hell."

This statement would not help them winning votes, at all.

Hurm, come to think of it, it could help them winning desperate votes. Maybe his degree in Political Science taught him that.

On other site, i found this interesting statements:

Baling batu ke arah iblis adalah sunnah nabi Ibrahim

Diriwayatkan bahawa ketika Nabi Ibrahim a.s sedang berjalan-jalan di suatu tempat, maka dia digoda iblis dan syaitan. Lalu, junjungan besar itu telah membaling batu ke arah iblis tersebut. 

Tindakan wartawan penyiaran Iraq itu (beliau pun mungkin tak sedar) sebenarnya warisan daripada sunnah Nabi Ibrahim a.s. 

Bush adalah iblis besar abad ini.
Maka.. sikap Muntazer al-Zaidi hanya luahan daripada fitrah, sunnatullah dan sunnah Nabi Ibrahim ke atas musuh-musuh Allah seperti Iblis dan kaum-kaum yang ingkar kepada suruhan Allah.

FYI Muntazeer is the famous reporter who threw his shoes at the Mr Stupid-yet-arrogant Monkey Bush. If you ask me, yeah he deserve those shoes. I would be very humiliated if I'm an American (no insult here, dear Americans. It's your President's faut). He's not even the elected President. Read "Stupid White Men" by Michael Moore and you'll understand.

kedah 4 - 1 selangor (oh sorry, it was the other way around)

thanks kedah for the beautiful football tonight. but what we really need are goals! not superb display of football!

the most un impressive player is the gk, helmi eliza. not to blame him fully, but he's really prone to error when there's ball around him. it looks like he wants to show off his punching skills but the truth is, he failed miserably. i dont blame him for the first goal, it is indeed a brautiful goal. but i can't stand the 2nd and third. why punch the ball when you can safely clutch the ball to your chest? we don't mind it if it was a good punch to clear the ball, but when he misjudged it, it really makes him look stupid.

and to the strikers, esp muhymen, this is not a target practice. this is a football match. cup match. community shield cup finals. what's the use of strikers if they can't even direct the ball towards the goal? let alone score goals. but the only goal was a beauty, i must admit. why do you have to wait until minutes before time to play on par with your performance? when you did, it's already too late.

come on! where's the finish lads? all i can see was a flowing football from kedah. but from the possession kedah enjoyed, only a few does hit the target and only one was in. kinda sad actually.

congrats to selangor.

condolences to kedah. maybe nextime, who knows

Thursday, January 1, 2009

the not-so-happy-new-year for me

when asked about my new year, i dont have much to comment. to be honest, i dont really celebrate any new year - at all. I dont even watch the countdown. Why? honestly, i dont see the point of celebrating another day in a year. It just mark the beginning of a new calendar. nothing significant anyway. and all those firework displays? concerts? entertainment overload? waste of time and money. those celebrations are just for brats who dont know where else to throw away their parent's money.

sorry for the harsh statement. it's been a bad day for me.

first, the lcd display of the latop i borrowed from my friend blacked out. turns out it has some problem with its backlight.

then ive got this bad flu. i slept the whole day in the new year! just woke up. still dizzy and suffering from running nose till now.

then the usb ports on my desktop are behaving crazily. which means nothing can be connected to my desktop pc. except for the mouse. darn

on a positive note, today is the first day of my celcom broadband postpaid subscription. so you'll be seeing me update this blog frequently. that is, if im not busy and in the mood of writing :)

each day this blog is becoming like my personal diary, instead of the place where i put my thoughts. i think im going to change my tone a bit in my next posts. maybe post about sports, politics etc.