Tuesday, August 26, 2008

question mark? do i always question things? (pls dont say im a whiner)



You Are a Question Mark



You seek knowledge and insight in every form possible. You love learning.

And while you know a lot, you don't act like a know it all. You're open to learning you're wrong.



You ask a lot of questions, collect a lot of data, and always dig deep to find out more.

You're naturally curious and inquisitive. You jump to ask a question when the opportunity arises.



Your friends see you as interesting, insightful, and thought provoking.

(But they're not always up for the intense inquisitions that you love!)



You excel in: Higher education



You get along best with: The Comma

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

liwat? liwat? liwat? gay kah malaysia?

ini pandangan saya. sy rasa kita semua patut ambil. saya dapati dari ustaz sobri arshad.

mula mula sekali, sy nak lontarkan satu soalan. tahukah kita apa hukum had yg dikenakan kepada pesalah liwat? sy tau, semua setuju hukuman utk penzina bujang 100x sebat, dah kawin rejam smpi mati.

tp liwat? hukumnya mati jugak. bukan sahaja kepada penjolok, malah yg dijoloki jugak kena bunuh. kenapa? ini merosak institusi kekeluargaan. merosak institusi perkahwinan. menghalalkan hubungan sejenis. dalam islam, perlu tegas, bahawa haram hukumnya buat benda2 mcm ni.

dan saiful bukhari pulak buat tuduhan anwar dah meliwat beliau. ini sgt2 berbahaya. seolah2 dia sendiri menempah maut dalam hukum islam. sebab itu berat sgt kes ini.

kedua. bersumpah atas nama allah. bersumpah allah akan laknat diri sekiranya sumpah itu dilanggari. 3x sumpah mengaku tidak bersalah atas pertuduhan. sunat pulak hakim yg menjadi saksi sumpah tu menepuk mulut yg bersumpah dan memperingati bahawa sumpah selepas itu adalah melaknati diri sendiri. selepas itu barulah sumpah melaknat diri diri kalau sumpah itu tidak betul.

setakat bersumpah wallahi waillahi watallahi tu takleh pakai. tapi takde sapa berani tegur pak najib cara nak bersumpah yg betul. begitu jugak hisamudin hussin.

ketiga. apa pendekatan kita dalam hal ini? sebagai seorang muslim mukmin, bek la kita jauhkan diri dari cerita hal2 yg sangat2 aib ini. ini cerita dalam kelambu anwar, dalam kelambu saiful. ntah betul tidak wallahualam. takpayah la bercerita bergendangan merata2 sedangkan faktanya kita tidak tahu apa2.

sebab apa perlu kita ambik pendekatan diam? sekarang ni berlaku krisis kepercayaan yang sangat dalam di kalangan rakyat Malaysia. penyokong anwar di satu pihak tidak mempercayai lagi pihak polis yg menjalankan siasatan. hatta hakim yang menegakkan keadilan pon boleh dibengkokkan dengan suapan dua tiga kupang.

paklah pun makin lama makin dihakis kepercayaan utk memerintah. ramai mempertikaikan wujudnya YB rembau dalam projek2 kerajaan, termasuk penyokong2 setia kerajaan sendiri. najib pulak dgn kes altantuya.

penyokong kerajaan pula tidak lagi percaya kepada anwar dgn tuduhan liwatnya. juga kes anwar menerima syarat IMF yg digembar-gemburkan selama ini. mereka juga melihat pakatan rakyat bersifat semtara dan tidak kukuh utk membentuk kerajaan persekutuan.

ultra nasionalis melayu juga hilang kepercayaan terhadap keupayaan PKR meneutralkan tuntutan DAP yg dilihat mereka merugikan melayu. bukan bumiputra mula melihat MIC MCA Gerakan sebagai kuli dan balaci UMNO walaupun cuba diyakinkan oleh pimpinan tertinggi mereka.

PAS? sebagai pembangkang yg mempunyai plg sedikit kerusi dalam dewan tentunya merasa mereka disisihkan dalam Pakatan Rakyat.

kesimpulannya? kita kena akui, politik malaysia sedang tidak stabil. dan kita sebenarnya patut memberi laluan kepada pakatan rakyat utk pilihanraya seterusnya. bukan sy menykong mereka, tetapi kita perlu kepada sistem biparty yg diamalkan samada di The Palace of Westminster di UK ataupun kongres US.ini menjamin rakyat mendapat yang terbaik utk mereka.

great great time

last night was my drama class. yea i suck for taking drama for my co-cu this semester. there are much 'cooler' cocu i can take like sports science, etc2x, but since this co-cu subject already suck, i guess getting into this artsy thing is not a worst thing to do.

had a great time, actually, i must admit. it's been awhile since i last taken non-maths class. doing facial expressions while not having any emotions attached to it, priceless. I even scared the poop out of my classmate for my angry expression LOL.

however, this Drama Queen in our class really annoys me. She needs to learn that in order to get through the class, you have to keep the lecturer happy. her reluctancy to show facial expressions really annoys us all. it's not that i love this drama class. i hate it. totally. but i know i had to keep the instructor happy, so we can go home early, and happily. This Drama Queen keep saying i cant icant icant like its some kind of evil sin to do it.and that dragged the whole class down. damn it.

and yesterday, i just knew how it feels like after months and years of patience and waiting. and it pays back. it really feels good!. like you 0wn3d the world! tq darling... i will not waste my chances. not anymore :)

Monday, August 18, 2008

Industrial Training

this is my general experience doing industrial training in klcc. there are pros and cons. so as a gide to anyone who wanted to do their internship in KL, here it goes:

location: klcc
company: xxxx
dept: xxxx

scope of work:
as a trainee, you will be treated as, well, trainee. this is the best part. if you are given any work, you didnt manage to finish it on time (for watever reasons, malas included), u can just say "sya tak reti" or "boleh tak tlg guide lg, sbb kerja ni sy rs susah nk paham".

and they'll treat you as a student. that means, no serious engineering works - design, etc. unless you request it. believe me, if u want it, u can just sit on yr table without doing anything in 8 months. but youll be troubled when it comes to weekly logs and final report.

logs and reports. this is the best part. u can choose to copy and paste previous trainees' reports. they are abundant and are of no worries.

leisure/ent:
well, i lived in kl for 8 months and i can say that its true that it is full of entertainment, day and night, provided u know how and who to look for.

the only downside is, being paid like a clerk, money is your limitation. be 'wise' when doing claims. perah cukup2 mana2 yg boleh claim. and if possible, try as hard as you can to participate in outdoor activities. my company is generous in giving claims to employees.

as for ponteng2/curik tulang/tgv during office hours, i cannot tell directly. pandai2 la korang nk idop keje kat klcc. ive been there and done it. all i can say is the notion that 'keje kat klcc lepak' is quite true up to some point.

we did have our stressful day. be fair la i did the metocean for vietnam yatagun platform and it sucks. analyzing wind speed/wave/tide data each for every 10 mins daily for 5 years WTF.

life:
makan2 is an easy thing to find in kl, but the delicious ones u have to find la. staffs in klcc usually have their lunch in central plaza (a building beside klcc) or BSN tower.food in klcc itself is very expensive. expect rm6 for nasi campur biasa. dont worry spending >rm10 per day on food will be regular when uve grown accustomed to it. (this is the part ure grateful to pak ali's price LOL)

LRT is one of the most important mode of transportation if u dont have any other options. but beware when it's 7am-9am, 530pm-7pm on weekdays. it'll be hell. buy a monthly pass if u can. itll help u a lot skipping q's. and once a year there's this event where all this nerdy hackers, innocent ppl who flock klcc convention center to buy PC parts at 'low price' while in fact, some of the goods over there are overpriced. i think ppl call it pc fair. and it WILL BE HELL WAITING IN LINE FOR LRT on friday (office ppl + nerdy ppl + pc parts).

as for single guys out there, if youre good enough, u can find many college girls to be yr gf , esp if youre living in condo/apartment rented by private colleges for their students. but remember, they do have curfews, so take them back before 11 XD a quick tips: dont say that ure a trainee to them. u can just tell them ure an engineer. they'll never bother the details lol.

conclusion:
life in kl is great, but comes with a cost
pcsb treats us kindly, like a student
no serious work unless upon request (yea i suck requesting this metocean job lol)

About a Taurean guy I am :D

About a Taurean guy I am :D

i got this from my friend's blog, payeh. and i find it rather amusing that this kinda describes me afterall.

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will be quite straight, facial structure tends to be square shape more than other shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

physical. quite true. medium tall. strong with good health haha. im a bit bulky to be precise. not fat or muscular. i like this part: he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. this is so goddamn true man! somone did comment that i tend to do this, especially if i want clarification.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is sand in your palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line or him, he will not stay.

aha. yeah im a free, wild bird. quite true up to some point. but trust me, despite being kinda flirtatious, i am loyal guy ;)

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

the part 'If he up sets, he will show it right away' is not quite true. depends on who im with. i will if i feel comfortable with the said person.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behaves weird. He could be walking bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk vendor.

i like this part. i love surprises. and sometimes i behave weird, only to feel how is it like to be weird. and i never care about others' opinions. to hell with it haha.

He likes to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

betul kan syg? hi2. i analyse ppl. when i converse, i do look at the simplest gestures. or facial features. and i can tell a fake smile to a genuine one. but don't worry, i only analyse, i dont judge.

He knows so many people, but he has a few friends. He looks for quality friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the
others.

i have many friends. close friends? one. or two. best friend? maybe one. u see, i have difficulties trusting people. i may seem to be friendly, but i do anayse people. but when i trusted someone, i fully trust them.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force himself in competition. He may seem careless, but actually he is a thinker and a stubborn one.

this is a bit tricky. i'd rather keep my dreams to myself. im an engineering student, but i do have dreams to have other career, which i'll only tell to my closest friends.

He sees anything in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you as a friend, no one can say other wise to change that for he will not listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

hah! kan dah kata!

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything. If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

id rather avoid answering than tell lies.
lies are of no good. period.


If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person.
He has to be curious about you. Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marries you then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be interesting, and then you could have him beside you.

:) now i hope u understand b hehe

Saturday, August 16, 2008

pangkor yeahuuu

rite now im in pgkor.. will updt later cus typing using psp sux :D