it's gay, i know

its kinda gay when you write a blog about your feelings when, something as big as the first black president of United States was elected.

its kinda gay when you write a blog about your love life when people are talking about global economic depression.

its kinda gay when you write a blog about your boring life when everyone is looking out for the fall of US economy

its kinda gay when your write a blog about yourself when people dont really care about you anyway.

and i confess that my few last posts are gay posts. yucks.


hahah. but that's life. each and every one of us have their own sphere of life, of which they think of most of the time. their thoughts only spins around their own self, and rarely they really look into other people's sphere or into the bigger universe around them.

we cannot blame ourselves for it. we are naturally narcissist. our own self ego portrays who we are. some are successful just because they are able to assimilate with others' sphere of life and manipulate them. some prefer to call them manipulator or opprtunist, but i'd rather call them 'smart'.